Friday, December 30, 2011

About time.

So, it's been awhile since I last posted...
I have some time today to get things in order, so I decided to update my blog while I'm at it!
School starts back up on January 2. I'm taking 13 credits and my classes are as follows: Microbiology 1113, 8:30am-9:20. Psychology 1010, 9:30am-10:20. Intro to Guitar, 6:30pm-8:20pm. Chemistry 1050, online.

To be honest, I'm scared for school to start. I don't want to become the wonderful procrastinator that I turn into once I have to study and do homework. I did pretty great and pulled an -A in my Nutrition class. Can you believe that I was one point away from a full on A, and my professor didn't give it to me. I'm pissed, and if I ever see her again, I'll most likely flip her the bird or something offensive.
Tomorrow is NEW freaking YEARS!!!!! I'm planning on being with two of my most bestest friends (Morgan and Tyson). Not really sure what we are doing... but it should be fun.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

I don't make sense.

Don't get me wrong, I love photography and all. I love how you can capture a moment and keep it almost effortlessly. But, I am a firm believer that some things shouldn't be captured by a camera. I like to think that you should have some of the best memories kept in your 'memory'. Do you really need to take a picture of EVERYTHING you are doing for that day?
But, I do love photography, and I'm always taking my camera out and taking pictures of things that catch my attention... So, I guess I'm pretty much contradicting myself?

Something happened to me that only confirms how weird I am.. :/
I met this way chill guy, and he seemed down-to-earth. Well, we hung out and I guess he thought that we were more than friends slash though I liked him. When I say like, I mean LIKE liked him. So, we were talking and I was trying to explain that I'm just on a pursuit to find friends and make all the friends I can. I'm not looking for anything serious, and I was like I really have no desire for that. I asked if that was weird for me to say, and he confirmed I was... hm. I guess if I ever come across someone to catch my attention, then I'd give them a chance, maybe (; haha.
Something to note:
I ate beto's last night, I really think that was the highlight of my day.
I'm bound and determined that my hair has reached its optimal growth point :/
My newest niece is theeeeee cutest thing I've ever seen.
Half tempted to go jump in the snow.
I've been craving sandwiches a lot lately.
At work, there is the cutest resident with dementia. I told him that I'd was going home and I'd see him tomorrow, and I told him to stay out of trouble while I was gone, he just laughed. It was a great reminder why I love my job.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Page filler.

You know when they write the newspaper, and there is that empty space at the bottom of the page? Well, they have to somehow fill that space... and it's called a page filler- it has no relevant meaning to the material otherwise stated and people just read them because they have nothing else to do. I feel like that word describes me so well- it's almost eerie to think about... I know this sounds very "emo" of me, but I've been thinking a lot lately. I've been thinking that I'm not good at anything. I feel that I show nothing special considering I've been alive for 20 thriving years. Maybe that's why I always have that constant feeling that I'm missing something, because I'm not doing anything special. I don't want to be categorized in the category as a middle child. You know, middle child as in, you basically just fill up space and do absolutely nothing. (I have nothing against middle children, it's just a figure of speech). This quote sums things up.
"We’re the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War’s a spiritual war… our Great Depression is our lives. We’ve all been raised on television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t. And we’re slowly learning that fact. And we’re very, very pissed off."

Well, here are some pictures

 My favorite part of Ogden. So peaceful.


 I'm seriously in love with Fall! I love the atmosphere of it. So relaxing and such a great feeling of going outside and having the fresh air surround you.

 Went to a haunted house! 

 Pretty much sums up my life. Booooo ):

I'm going to make a bracelet like the one on the bottom of this stack.

Put together this outfit, and I really want it!!!

Monday, October 10, 2011

Call the doctor.

No, really call the doctor. I'm starting to get my first cold of the season. So soon? ): Why me? Meh, I guess I'll just get it over with. Tomorrow I'm taking a trip to the store to load up on vitamin C and zinc.
Well, this last week I really put off doing homework, laundry, cleaning my car, and um... pretty much everything.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Well, it happened...

Regardless of my constant dread and begging, I turned the BIG 20. Surprisingly, I feel different. Maybe it's just me over thinking the whole thing, but I really do feel different. Older? Wiser? Closer to death? Maybe all the above? Who knows?...  I detest my birthdays- if you haven't noticed. I just hate the thought of "growing up". Growing up entails: A job you hate, predictable days, no time for friends, buying groceries, and all that other nonsense. I don't know, maybe I'm looking at this whole thing from the wrong perceptive.
Well, I hate my new job. I hate my boss. So I'm painstakingly throwing in the towel and going to put in my two week notice. Yes, I've only worked there a month, but I want to just take a trip, meet people, read a book all day, start getting into learning again, and spend the night at my sister's house. So to reiterate, yes I am quitting all my jobs. Well... I will still periodically work in Brigham, just because car payments don't pay themselves- sadly. My whole life I've been working since I was the appropriate age, I just want to not have to worry about going to work everyday. I guess this makes me sound really lazy, maybe I am. I don't really know what I am or what I'm not at this point in life. I don't think this is normal... not just anybody would quit their job that pays them almost 12 dollars an hour. I may or may not regret this, but I guess we'll find out. The feeling of something missing is persistently growing into a big knot in my stomach, and it gets so bad that I feel the unnecessary urge to emesis. To much information? :/ hah.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

If you play with fire, you're gunna get burned.

Just when you think things are going smooth- life hits you straight in the face. No warning and it comes full force. Well, maybe there is a warning, I just ignore them, usually... and it's biting me in the butt now. So, all in all, I guess this mess I'm in is all my fault. Correction: it is my fault! I don't even know where to start to fix it. It's like a really mess room, and you don't know where to start cleaning. Maybe I shouldn't even try to fix it...
I don't know what else to say on this subject. Other than, I ruin everything good in my life. Sorry this is so vague and spontaneous. I guess we'll see how this all plays out. Wish me luck, I'll need it.

On a more bright and relevant note. I started my new job! Pretty cool. I get to give IM injections (inter muscular injection), collect UA's (urinalysis), and  that pretty much sums it up.. haha. No, not really there's a lot more that I do. I'm just to lazy to explain it all. Um, school is goooood. I'm actually studying. (don't act so surprised...). It's been a while since I've met a new friend, so my goal for this week is to hangout with someone new this weekend. I got a raise at my job in Brigham, well it's pending so I'm not sure how much it's going to be. I took my nose ring out. Not because my Mother had a nervous break down about it, I just felt like taking it out for some weird reason. My birthday is coming up... not excited either. :/ UGH.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

I'm in love, and I don't care who knows it...

He's better than James Franko, and that kills me to admit.

Chord Overstreet. Aka Sam Evans from glee. Oh, the things I would do to this boy... excuse my inappropriateness! But really! Haha.

Anyway, on to something not as interesting. School is, um, good. Work is, work. Speaking of work, I got a new job in Ogden.
I was mentally preparing myself to write a lot... but, I really need to do homework and I think I smell something cooking. So, I'll try to write some more later (:

Wednesday, August 17, 2011


Stop. First and foremost. Right click here. Open link in new tab. Enjoy. (:
I thought you guys should probably listen to what I've been liking lately.
So, while I complain and bicker you can at least have something to like...

I think it's appropriate to state that the things I list further down doesn't necessarily mean that you bug me or that if you by some weird uncanny chance you do something listed doesn't again necessarily mean that I hate you. So, people calm the heck down. Don't be offended. Don't change because of me. That's the last thing I'd want or expect. But, I'm flattered nonetheless :p
Now, to get down to business... Lets just say that I'm a pretty laid back person...but somethings do set my teeth on edge!

(No particular order, I hate them all the same). Ha.

1. Long finger nails slash toe nails- On a male or female. WTH? Cut that sh*t. Okay, that was harsh... but really, trim. Now, some natural long nails look good on some people! So, kudos for you.

2. Pants with no back pockets- Specifically jean pants. What's worse that jeans with no back pockets? Probably nothing. Except the classy "tramp stamp" But, if jeans with no back pockets are categorized with tramp stamps, then you really do deserve to wear them. Hahaha. That really made no sense. Hopefully you get my point. (My subconscious is feeling remotely bad, so I'm sorry if you wear pants with no back pockets :/)

3. Buying water bottles- This is so bad for our planet! Are you that naive? Plus the companies that make billions of dollars from selling you water. Need I say more?

4. Rude jerks- Swallow your pride and start being nice. No one likes you! We just pretend to so you're not a meanie to us. (Note: So many inappropriate words came to my mind to use instead of "meanie").

5. Girls- Girls in general bug me. A select few actually are my friends. I'm totally serious about this. I'll have more guys at my wedding shower, baby showers, bachelorette party, ect. than i'll have girls. Sad, I know... ): They are very two faced. You think your best friend has your back, then the next day she is talking crap on you. Plus they persistently try to one up you.
But, the girls I do get along with are the most wonderful, kind hearted, funniest, loving, beautiful girls ever.
(Note: I love the girls I work with too!)

Well, I'm tired of writing. I can reassure you this list isn't done... but, I'll finish it some other time. (:

Pretty sure I'm already deeply in love with this girl!!! ^ :D I do wish that she was a little more chunky though! Chunky babies are the best!

Sunday, August 14, 2011

I hate relationships.

And this is why.

You have two unique individuals, so to say... They are pretty outgoing, think for themselves, and they are really fun to hangout with. It seems like they are pretty down to earth too.
BUT, then they start dating... soon they merge into essentially one person. In a weird metaphoric way. Hah. I swear this happens 9 times out of 10, and it drives me up the wall.
Plus the stupid pet names and annoying Facebook comments they leave each other, nonstop. If I see a couple post something unusually cheesy on their significant others page, I automatically lose respect for them. Or when they only allow themselves to hangout with each other and they never hangout with their other friends. WTF BRO, go have fun with your guy friends, and girls go have fun with your girlfriends! You don't need to be with your boyfriend 24/7 or sexting him constantly. Spend some time alone and read a book, take a hike, go for a walk, ALONE. I'm seriously all for showing affection, but come on people stop acting like you're going to asphyxiate on your own despair from not being able to see your significant other.
Now, I'm not bitter by all means. I've had my fair share of dating. I think it's safe to say I could careless to be in a serious relationship. At least not anytime soon. I just want to have fun!! And that's what I'm doing. I've never been happier than where I'm at now. (:
Lately my mind has been racing. I have so much to post. I just don't have time to. So bear with me as I try to poorly attempt to blog more frequently.

P.s. I give anyone and everyone permission to punch me square in the face if I ever turn into a needy and or annoying Facebook girl slash girlfriend, if and when I ever decide to settle down. Hahahha.

On a more bright and exciting note- my sister had her baby! Finally.
I haven't had a chance to see her yet... I know, I'm a shameful sister and a more terrible aunt, but I figure she'll love me just the same. :p
I guess she weighed 8 pounds and 6 ounces. With dark hair. (pictures coming soon).

Monday, August 8, 2011

Successful weekend.

Of camping. Out of control would probably be the most appropriate word to describe it. I'm really loving my life lately! Good friends, adorable family, fun job, and adventures everyday!
Any day now, my newest niece will be making her debut arrival!!!! I guess her name is going to be Aspen Devin Carter.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

A little overwhelmed.

I've recently started reading about four books at once. Yeah, I don't know why I persistently keep doing this... :/
Anyway, this weekend should be a weekend of good fun. It's Raspberry Day's. Just an annual gathering where people hangout. I've actually never been, so I'm pretty stoked!!
My Mom and Sister are coming to Brigham tomorrow and we are going to visit some more of my family, then dinner.
Sorry this is so brief.

Thursday, July 28, 2011


I've been questioning everything. Maybe it's my age. Maybe it's everything around me. I have no idea why I'm going through this stage. I guess it's not necessarily a bad thing, but is it a good thing?... I do know that I'm possibly going through a mid-life crisis. Why? WELL.
1. I feel like finding a new job. Not that I dislike my current job. I just want to have something more challenging.
2. I've been trying to find newer hobbies.
3. I have an uncontrollable urge to meet new people.
4. I'm going to be turning 20 in a month.
5. I've been loosing my short term memory. I don't know what this has to do with my mid-life crisis, but I felt it was important to note. Hah. 
I found out that my oldest brother and his lovely wife are expecting a baby girl in January! 
Also, my sister is expecting her baby girl within a few weeks! 

Today was a good day. At work a resident said she had a compliment for me, and asked me if I wanted to hear it. (I don't take compliments very well...) I said, "sure". She said that all the other residents were talking about who their favorite nurse was, and she proceeded to tell me that they all said that I was their favorite. She said I was nice, efficient, and that I did my job well. I think I could get used to being complimented (; Hhahaha. 

Anyway, I registered for Weber the other day :/ looks like I'll be attending there... again. Ew.
I do have a lot to write about! But, at the moment I'd rather go read. So, I'll try to find time to write it all down.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Day's like these...

Make me love my life. Great day at work. Wonderful friends. Loving family. Sun shining. What more could I ask for?
I don't give enough credit where credit is due. So, allow me to open up a little more to you about the wonderful people in my life at the moment. My life is constantly changing and moving so fast I hardly have time to keep up slash blog about it.

My sister Lisa. I dare say my favorite sister (: hahahaha. After all the lectures she gives me and all the tough love- I still manage to find it in my heart to love her! She's the only person that takes the initiative to help me, and I know I can always talk to her. She's strong and is a leader. I look up to her a lot. (for the record, she is pregnant in this picture)...

How could I not add Tyson? He is the only person that truly knows me. He makes me laugh on a daily basis. I've known him a long time, and I still think the world of him. I can talk to him about anything. We have a lot of history- good and bad. I'm grateful that he puts up with me, because I'm a lot to handle! haha.

My Mom. She has probably seen me at my worst, and still loves me. She is the nicest person I have even encountered and is the most giving person probably in the world! Hah. I think it's safe to say I love her more than anyone. I admit... I sometimes still sneak into her bed at night and sleep with her. (Yes, I am almost 20)... I could write a lot more, but I'll save the sappy stuff for another time.

Nate. Pretty much my second mom! I've done a lot of growing up since he left on his mission. He is an all around awesome guy. Ladies, jump on this! He's single!!! He is so smart and talented. I have to many good memories with this goof that I don't think I could write them all down. He basically taught me to snowboard slash swim slash drive. When I wanted to buy a car, he helped me sort out all my loan drama and went car shopping with me. If that ain't a best friend, then I don't know what is.

Now i'm going to go sleep my life away! It's 4 am... :/ I'll try to keep my blog more up to date! But, we all know I suck at blogging since summer has officially arrived. I need to really recap all the things that have happened! I'll do that soon (:

Friday, June 17, 2011

I'm no hippie..

But gosh dang I like the way they do things, I like how they are so simplistic, and so groovy. Lol
I do NOT know why, but I've been thinking about weirdo things lately.
Like, when I have kids and such (not for a very very very long long time, sometimes I don't even want kids... I'd rather just travel around the world- haha). I've been thinking I want to have my children "naturally". I mean, if my mom can have two kids without any aesthetics, then I sure as heck can. Haha. But, by naturally I mean like using a midwife and all that. I watched a documentary on it and it fascinated me. It talked about some interesting view points.
Also, that I want to use cloth diapers for them. Strange, I know... I don't know why I'm thinking about this stuff. I guess I'm really excited about my sister popping out her 4th child. I'm not sure if "popping" is the best choice of words, but I'm using it.
As you already know, tomorrow is FRIDAY! I'm really excited. Dinner and a movie! (;
At the moment I'm loving my work! A resident was talking to me for almost an hour about how much he loves his wife. (kind of made me sick to my stomach, because it was the most cheesy stuff he was saying, but whatever- I guess that stuff is cute...) yeah, almost an hour. Another resident was telling me how much he loved me. Creepy? Yes! Later he called me a peach, he said, "Kim, you're a peach"... not sure how to take that, but I'm assuming it's a good thing. So, aside from all the chaos and fecal matter... I love my job- this week at least. :p

Oh, awesome news! I found my game boy advance... um, if I don't blog for a while I'm probably occupied playing that. Helllllllo Pokemon Gold.
Don't you just hate when you are riding threw the grass and you barely move and a pokemon is trying to fight you. Especially if it's a pokemon you already have. And especially if it's a stupid pokemon that is way common. :/ Well, ttly lol g2g brb rotfl hah. Bye.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I hate this topic.

All my life I've been raised to believe a certain religion. All my life I've known about other religions, but my parents always made them out to be "bad". All my life I've known I was different than what my religion portrays. It started at a young age actually. I once pierced my septum, gauged my ears to a 2, pierced my own cartilage when I was way young, and other various things that probably wouldn't be the best if read by the wrong eyes. I don't know what made me have such an opened mind. It's probably due to the fact that I think way to much for my own good. Maybe it's due to the wide variety of friends that have helped me see different perspectives. I don't know... I've just been thinking a lot. My lovely Mother sent me literally a 10 page lecture on my Facebook. I'd post it on here, but I don't expect you to read it, because I sure didn't. I read the first paragraph and it got really repetitious and naggy, all due to the mere and utter fact that I pierced my nose, really?.... Yes! I guess ultimately what I'm trying to complain about is... Does this make me a bad person like my family makes me out to be? Let me lay this out for you in a different perspective. I work in a nursing home setting, and from there you can tell from the start who the individuals are who are sincerely kind and who are complete douche bags to put it kindly. Anyway, I've met more kindhearted people that aren't in this religious mold, that would literally and wholeheartedly be happy to help. Then, there are the "religious" people. (I'm not going to single anyone out here). They gossip like it's going out of style and try to pon their job off to other people. Well, I seriously could go on and on about this somewhat aimless topic. But I'll stop here.

I guess I'll leave you with this last piece of thought that has been on my mind. Do you do good things because you want to do good things? Or do you do good things because you are told to do good things? I hate how religion "pushes" you to be a good person. You should want to be a good person for yourself and for everyone around you, not because someone tells you to be. Now, don't get me wrong it's a good thing I think to have a reminder I guess. Hm, I don't know where I'm going with this. So, I'll just stop again before I confuse myself and or others more. Glad I got this off my mind a little. Now, hopefully my Mom doesn't see this. Or I'll be getting a 20 page lecture via Facebook, sweeeeeeet.

Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.
Sigmund Freud

I need a vacation. 

Monday, June 13, 2011


Mmm, so I FINALLY bought that longboard i've been ranting about for months upon end. It's glorious! (:
Lets see, my Summer is nothing but excitement. I really need to take a vacation though!!
I'd write more, but my mind is on other things and blogging is the last thing I would like to focus on. Hhah. Well, I'm going to go longboard. Bye.
Oh, I feel that is appropriate to note. I went to Zupas the other day with my friend Chris. It was pretty awesome. I'm kind of craving it at the moment.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

My condolences.

To my understanding, I'll probably be apologizing a lot in my next few posts... or while Summer is in swing. I just don't have time to blog or do much "me" time. But hey, I'm not complaining. I love being busy!(:
BIG NEWS... I pierced my nose. Why? Well, it's better than a tattoo (it isn't permanent) and I've always secretly wanted it. Now, I just need to wait 6 more weeks before I can put a ring slash hoop thing in it. We'll see if I can actually wait that long.

Kind of looks like a zit... ^
When I told my mom about this, um, she cried. Seriously. Ugh, joys of having a religious family.

Well, sorry this is so short. I'm tired and I want to sleep. Even though I took a 3 hour nap today before work. :p

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Down time.

I'll hurry and post while I have some "down time". I paid my citation today... 90 big ones. Ugh.
Brighter note- went shopping, and not just any regular kind of shopping, BABY shopping! (: For my Sister that is due in August. To say I'm excited would be the biggest understatement ever. We haven't had a baby in the family for two years, so needless to say, we are all pretty baby hungry and ready for her to make her debut arrival. (:
All I have to say is, it's a tiring job being a favorite aunt and all- but well worth it! Hah.

Here a few things on my wish list:

I once purchased Planet Earth before... but, I left it at a friends house and probably will never get it back.):

I still have been lifeless for about 2 years now... I just need to muster up and buy a new one already.

Seriously, I've only heard good reviews about this. I should probably buy it!

Today I watched some tv. I hate tv, but I watched the Food Network channel so it didn't bother me. (: I miss watching tv, just because the Food shows are my favorite thing ever. Oh, and cartoons :p
Well, I'm off to go read. Night.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Simplicity at its finest.

I'm going to do it. I'm really going to do it. One day. I'm doing it. I promise.

I don't know what's holding me back. I really just want to delete everything and everyone. Start over fresh and new. Delete everyone from my contacts in my phone, and only have the people in there I know or actually talk to. Delete everyone from Facebook and only accept request from people that add me, or only add people I actually acknowledge or even like for that matter. Delete all my pictures on my computer and phone. Delete my email and start over. Move away, and be whoever I want to be. I don't know... this seems really childish and stupid. I don't know why the idea is burning in the back of my head. :/ Maybe if I ignore it long enough it will subside.

Anyway, I'll try to recap some of my Summer thus far. Work, work, sleep, work, eat, work, jog, sleep, hang out, party, hang out, sleep, work, read, jog, sleep, jog, work, clean, hike, sleep, sleep, sleep, work, jog, work, party, party, sleep, party, read, sleep, read, Denny's run, sleep, citation, hang out, read, eat, shop, drive, sleep, drive, work, work... haha. I should have added in more "eat" because the previous statement makes me sound anorexic. Needless to say... I'm anything but that.
To elaborate more on the citation part, I got a ticket for not signaling for 2 seconds... um, wtf? That Highway Patrol man was a Dbag. Nonetheless, I didn't cry when I got pulled over, being that is slash was the first time I have EVER been pulled over and first time I have EVER received a ticket. I'm reluctant to pay it. I'm willing to have a warrant out for my arrest. Seriously, that's how stubborn I am. Because I hate that man that issued me the ticket. So, ha, I'd show him by not paying it. :p

Oh, good news guys. I just bought more books! I only had Harry Potter 2, 3, 4... I think I had 1, but it's no where to be found. So! I bought the rest of the edition. I know, I'm way late on finishing Harry Potter books, but better late than never! Also, Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut! I'm very much excited to read that!!!!!!! I'm kind of overwhelmed, because I have soooooo many other books to read. That's what Summer is for though... Right?

Saturday, May 14, 2011


I'm not dead! I've just been real busy with... life. I guess you could say! So, to my adoring fans, I'm sorry i've been neglecting you. Hah.
To a lesser subject, my Summer has been nothing but amazing, with a hint of boredom here and there. But, mostly amazing. (:
I don't have time at the moment to recap all the current events in chronological order, so I'll deposit that for another time.
I just essentially wanted to stop by and say I wasn't dead.

^^^ This one is by far my most favorite :D^^^

Anyway, sorry this is so short, but I promise I'll write more later on. Stay tuned.

Thursday, May 5, 2011


I stare at myself in the mirror. Not in a conceited way. More of a "WHO THE HECK ARE YOU?" way. Is this normal? Yeah, didn't think so... :/ I don't do it all the time though, if that makes this situation any better. Haha.

I really adore Anberlin! I like them so much I would probably name one of my offspring Anberlin... I have a whole slew of names written down for future reference... gosh, this post is just making me sound like a creeeper. Anyway, I know it's a good band, when it can totally 360 my mood!! I've been pursing to buy a shirt by them. I've been procrastinating that- like a year of procrastinating. Ooops, but really? Are you even remotely surprised? Lol

Yesterday I went on a 5 or so mile hike with some of my best friends, then for a little jog by myself around midnight. Man, I need to get in better shape. I kept up just fine, but I need to get more into shape. Good thing Summer is just around the corner. So I can shed off my holiday weight. It was so pretty up in the mountains! We hiked up to a little river? Waterfall? Thing. It took us approximatively 3 hours.
Hah, so remember my previous post? HERE, Where I talked about Box Elder bugs? And how I periodically find them chillin on my shoulder? And how that scares the sh*t out of me? Well, that 100% happened to me yesterday. :/ Not funny.
I'm pretty happy today! I'm getting my hair cut!!!! Way short................................................... Just kidding :p But I am getting it trimmed. Thank goodness. It needs it.
I'll probably update this post later... my day is pretty lax today. (Am I using lax in the right context? :/ hope so, haha).

I really need a new ipod. That's all I have to say. Make yourself a grrrreat day.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Growing up, and what not.

Is it really sad when I could pretty much be eligible to be in school right now to be getting my LPN... But, then I think about myself and I know I'm not mature enough or smart enough to start right now. :/ Maybe in a year... Then I was thinking, what even makes someone mature faster? Simply answered, it's when you put yourself in situations that force yourself to grow up. I guess I should do that to myself more. My whole life i've been kind of... in a pathetic way been babied. :/ Which is understandable, I am the baby of the family and I'm a girl. I guess that's just my excuse- but it's a good excuse. :p

This picture makes me want to have an array of tea pots! I should start collecting these and those dang cake stands that I've previously posted about. Hhah.
Man, am I cool or what... collecting tea pots and cake stands. COOL. Lol.

Well, I just got off work. Now time to get ready for the day.
I'm going on a hike with some good friends today! Hopefully my out of shapeness can keep up.
Oh, then hopefully I can talk them into going to Betos to get a Veggie burrito. Mmmm.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Word vomit.

I'm lost somewhere between dreams and reality, between imagination and existence. I do not know who I am and I'm not sure where I belong, but I like it here. I might stay awhile.

I've been in the mood to draw... there is a catch though! I'm probably the single handedly worst drawer placed upon this world. I envy individuals that can draw. I guess I shouldn't really be jealous. If I practiced I would probably not be in this current situation I am in now. Right? Hah.
And, it's not necessarily that I don't have an active imagination, because I can totally see the image I want to draw. I just have a hard time converting it onto paper I guess you could essentially say.

This weekend was... different but nonetheless fun. (:
I'm going to sound really vague, but cops may or may not have been involved. Nothing bad... lets just say I almost pee'd my pants though. Hhaha
To Do:
- Replace my hair straightener
- Read
- Wash car
- Go running
- Buy stuff to make tacos
- Do laundry
- Register for Fall semester
- Do online things for college
Last thing before I post this- I'm so thankful for all the wonderful people in my life! You guys keep me on my toes.
Crap, I almost forgot...

As promised ^

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Truth is...

I don't want to fit into the mold of everyday life. Like yeah, I want to get married to an amazing guy, have babies, and live in a house that I can decorate the sh*z out of it. Hah. But, I want to be different at the same time... idk how. This is probably the thing that bothers me most about life. I hate it. I loathe it. I dread it.
I don't want to wake up and be average. I want to well known for being a not so average person... if that makes any sense at all. I know, I know! Everyone and their dogs say this, but seriously I just want to do something different. Saddest thing is, I'll probably just settle down and live the norm life style.
Which essentially isn't an all-around bad thing.
Hopefully today Morgan and I will be able to go to Salt Lake and let a little stress off. I really just want to have an excuse to get all dressed up, wear heels, and have fun! :D Sounds like a good time.

Hahapahahbhahbamahahahbhbhbahahahaha. What Facebook would have been like.

So, my bestie emailed these to me. Um, lets just say I sometimes start laughing to myself in random places because I think about these. ^^^ I think they are the bees knees. I'll post more later! (: Trust me, there are better ones coming!

Friday, April 29, 2011

Nothing but smooth sailing-

And good energy coming my way. Because if this is how my Summer is going to be, then sign me up! I've had a pretty noteworthy start to my Summer. I still need to sign up for something productive... like piano or jazz flute. Hah.
Please Note: I'm currently addicted to Beto's Veggie Burrito, indie music, reading, driving, and Nutella! (But, not all at the same time). Except, I bet Veggie Burrito with Nutella would be Heaven, I mean, what doesn't taste delicious with Nutella on it. Right?
Urg, why can't Beto's be open 24/7 anymore? I would attempt to make one myself, but dang those Mexicans, they are way good cooks.
I'm really getting my hopes up for sushi tomorrow... I've been craving it like none other.
It's times like these that I wish I had a significant other... so I could get a tickle back and fall asleep. Because I'm wide awake. **sigh**************
The thing I hate most about Summer is: I hate how I can't keep track of the days... is it Tuesday today? No, It's Thursday, because I had work Tuesday... But, I swear that It's been Two days since I last worked. *looks at phone* Crap! It's Monday? Wtf? Wth? Fml? How did that happen. :/
Well, goodnight! I'm going to go attempt to do something useful.
I'm sorry, I really need to start adding photos of things I do. I'll make that a goal!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Heads up

Just a cautionary warning... I might lag a little on my blogging, due to Summer! Nonetheless, I'll still update as much as possible.
I'm trying not to stress, because I know stress will only make this whole situation worse! BUT, it seems like my hair is falling out- in abnormal amounts. Now, everyone tells me this is normal, but really? This is anything but normal. Eeeek.
I mean, my hair is still retaining its standard thickness... which isn't much to begin with.
I'm still real concerned if you can't tell. :/
Also, I need to start working out. So I can get a six pack..... just kidding! That would be grotesque! :p
I don't really have anything fun slash funny to write about today. I haven't done anything except work.

I do have a story from work!

Me: **Enters male residents room** Well, hello there.
Resident: Hello, Kim.
Me: Um, would you like me to change your tv channel? It's on the spanish show. (Note: This male resident doesn't speak a word of spanish).
Resident: ***Randomly shouts a random word of spanish**
Me: :/ Oh, okay I'll leave it.
Resident: Haha, thanks. That's where all the good lookin women are anyway.
Me: That's what I hear! Well, uh, um, eh, er, mm, ah, I'll let you be alone then. Bye.
Resident: Good idea. Bye, Kim.

Moral of this ^ men are nothing but pigs. Hhah

Ah, right now I'm drinking some hot tea then going to do some reading. Maybe if I'm feeling wild I'll clean and do some laundry! (:


Sunday, April 24, 2011

I haven't neglected you

I've just been real busy like. With finals, work, friends, family, and other things.
I guess I'll update...
Took my finals, ugh, I don't want to talk about it. Um, I've worked a lot this week! It's pretty much officially summer for me (: (now to figure out stuff to do so I'm not bored out of my mind).

I'm starting my summer off with tie dye shirts. Speaking of tie dye, I'm really in the mood to make some shirts right now.
Today started off kind of on the rocks... I woke up late for work! I even set 3 alarms and none of them went off. Boooo.
I was only about 30 minutes late, but for the record, I've never been late to work! In my 2 years of working at Alpine I haven't been late once. ****knock on wood** (except for today).
To top it all off, I was in such a hurry to work that I forgot my phone at home. Ugh. Longest work day EVER.
Well I'm tired. Night!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

All nighter....

I have a confession to make... I've only pulled like 2 all nighters in my entire life. Once was when I was reading the book Twilight (eh, yeah I don't want to talk about my shameful days of being a twilight fan, in my defense it was short lived and not worth it and I only liked it a lot before the movies came out). Second when I had a sleep over once... I think. I don't know. All I know is me and all nighters don't go great together. I like staying up late, but I do like sleep. 
Anyway, I'm pulling an all nighter so I can study for those dang finals I have TOMORROW *dun dun dun* I've really slacked this semester. ):
I really need to like mentally prepare myself for next semester. 

Well, today my friend Morgan and I went to those taco stands in Ogden. Yeah, the ones that look like they don't wash their hands, leave the food out for long periods at a time, broke like 3 health code violations, and look at you like you're retarded when you pronounce the names of the tacos wrong... yep that's the one! But hey, it was 2 for 1 day. So that makes it better! (:
I decided that I love costco. I want a membership to there for my birthday! 
Oh no. I'm already getting tired and it's only midnight. This isn't going to turn out pretty. Seriously, tomorrow I'll probably look like death. Haha.
Well, wish me luck. Night!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I'm craving

Strawberry ice cream! Ugh, I need to get me some of that stuff before I go crazy.
To Do:
- Go to the bank
- Read, read, and read some more
- Study for finals
- Go shopping for jeans
- Get strawberry ice cream

So, last night was way fun! I love Jay, Sage, and Jordan. We went to Denny's at like 2 am. They are goofy!!!
Anyway, I should be in Portland this week... but, stupid finals. Sage is going to Portland, Oregon this week  and I wanted to go so bad. But, my finals are Thursday, and they wont be back until Friday I think... ugh.
I hate how I can't donate plasma. ): It's like my life goal to be able to donate blood slash plasma. I'm not sure i'll ever be able too, unless I miraculously gain 30 pounds.
I'm so bored right now. I need to find something to do tonight.