Wednesday, December 22, 2010


It seems like I rarely can sleep... I don't feel even a little tired though. I think getting to sleep is the hardest part. Oh, but when I do sleep I can sleep for a good 6 hours... :/ lame. I'm a teenager, aren't we supposed to sleep like 12 hours and then wake up shower then take a 3 hour nap? Ugh.

Tyler is back home for Christmas break, man I missed that guy. We're going boarding tomorrow. I'd say I was excited, but that is the biggest understatement. (: 
Got my Christmas shopping done? I seem apprehensive about that sentence because I'm not entirely sure if I'm done.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Speculate no more...

No, I am not dead... I just refrained myself from "most" electronics for a minute I guess you could say. I always hate when people use that phrase, I haven't seen you in a "minute" I mean, gosh out of all the words you could use to describe something... you use the word minute? LAME.
Oh, you know how everyone always says, "Love this moment, for this moment is your life"... well, it's not that I don't love this moment, but I feel like I'm missing something. Don't get me wrong though, I love my life. Speaking of love, I got offered a job at Aspen Care Center! Wooo, and also at Lomond Peak, and Alpine Home Care and Hospice. I'm going to accept the Alpine one. I love taking care of people so much. I adore when you help a resident get ready for bed, and you help them shower, brush their teeth (dentures in most cases), and pull down their bed then help them in. When they are all tucked in they look at you and say, "Thank you so much" and you can just tell they mean it. Nine times out of ten, they don't really sincerely mean it, and hello? I'm not naive I know you don't mean it... gosh some peoples children.

Now I hate hate hate watching TV, but I was in the same room as my Mom the other day as she was watching this abc show, and I must say, that it actually made me laugh. It's good to know there is a little hope for sitcoms. On Sunday my Mom had a family Christmas party. It was entertaining! Let me just say this... I hate how my little niece is almost taller than me! What the heck? She's not allowed to grow up! ):
Well, I'm going to go drowned out everything and read until I fall asleep. Night.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


Hello cruel world!
To start off today, I would first like to say in a pitiful, shameful way that I miss school. I feel like these past few days have been a total bore and I can just sense my brain power diminishing from me. Oh, and another thing, I'm having Dexter withdrawals. Now I hate watching TV, what's the point? To attempt to entertain me with the same story lines and set up. For example: Obnoxious wives, lazy husband, boring kids, annoying in-laws... let me now reiterate why I hate TV, because it's senseless. But, there is always an exception? Right? (:
Dexter, I'd watch TV 24/7 for you if I had too. Luckily my friend Scott has ALL three seasons on DVD. Ah, life is good.
I feel like my hair has reached its optimal growing point... it doesn't appear to be growing past this certain point. Ugh, hair please just grow. Speaking of hair, I'm getting it trimmed today. Maybe, just maybe that will boot its self-esteem and grow an inch or two for me.

I'm craving this! I'm going to talk my friends into going with me today. Wish me luck(:

Thursday, December 9, 2010


 Read this today, and thought it was cute.

When we claim that it’s love that we have for someone, are we correct? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? It is not love, it’s like. You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right? It’s not love, it’s lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It’s not love, it’s luck. Do you want them because you know they’re there? It’s not love, it’s loneliness. Are you there because it’s what everyone wants? It’s not love, it’s loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It’s not love, it’s low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don’t want to hurt them? It’s not love, it’s pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It’s not love, it’s infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It’s not love, it’s friendship. Do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of? It’s not love, it’s a lie. Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake? It’s not love, it’s charity. Does your heart ache and break when they’re sad? Then it’s love. Do you cry for their pain, even when they’re strong? Then it’s love. Do their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Then it’s love. Do you stay because blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? Then it’s love. Do you accept their faults because they are a part of who they are? Then it’s love. Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? Then it’s love. Would you allow them to leave you not because they want to but because they have to? Then it’s love. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Then it’s love. If love is painful and tortures us, why do we love? Why is it that’s all we search for in life?

Woot, got offered a job at Aspen Care Center. (: Things are starting to look up. I love my life.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010


I think it is very hilarious how much you can deduce about a person just by paying minimal attention to their driving habits... some people are baffling. Seriously people, relax and enjoy the scenery-but not to much, we don't want any head-on collisions or what not. In fact, I'm so relaxed that I have old people speed past me and glance me a nasty (you're going 55 in a 55 zone... in reality you should be going 65 in a 55 zone face), I feel like a complete and utter loser for having middle ages citizens passing me up on the Old Highway.
Next semester should be better, and by better I mean I better get my act together and STUDY. I must say, I think I did pretty grand for not studying(: I shouldn't commend myself for that, huh? Ooops.
I wish I was at Dixie, I need to be attending Dixie, I want to be thriving at Dixie... Dixie, I'll see you soon.
Is it just me? Or are there a lot less lights up on houses each year...
Funny story! Woke up this morning, got ready for school in record time may I add, got to school in a timely manor, and as I was walking in to the building (with lots of students learning in pure silence) and to my surprise my shoes are squeaking so loud that not one head didn't turn and scold me as I shamefully walked passed... ugh. Why must I repeatedly humiliate myself?   

                                                                   Adorable? Right?

Monday, December 6, 2010

Technical difficulties

Don't you just love technology? And don't you just love when technology breaks? My laptop is currently under the weather... therefore I can't blog ): Yes, I know tragic! I'm thinking I should just buy a new one!! :D

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

It's official

I'm ultra weird... you know why?... because you know you're ULTRA weird when you want to fly to Seattle just to see this wall of gum. Yes, I said it, wall of gum! Also so I could place my delicious, already been chewed, moist, sticky gum on that glorious wall. It's fascinating. Oh, if only Utah had one of those walls I'd vouch to start a wall like that, but pretty sure some scum bag would disagree with me. I think Seattle would be a exquisite place to live too! And I'm not just saying that because of this wall of gum.... Psh, that'd be super silly.... ahah.
So... I didn't go to school today. Psh, I'll make up for it by studying extra hard tonight! (;

I want this! All of this. I think it's the next coolest thing, man I wish I could pull this look off, but unfortunately I'm lacking some areas... so It would most likely fall down, Haha. Anyway, on to better areas. I'm trying to decide what classes I should sign up for next semester... I'm thinking Intro to Photography, an online English class, a Science class (of course!), and perhaps a Religion class? Come on people help me out.
Sorry this post is so dang random... my mind is kind of racing, but then again... when is it not always racing? I hope everyone has a tremendous Tuesday!

Monday, November 29, 2010

Iron and Wine

Don't you hate how fast things start, and then how fast they can stop... It amazes me how things change so fast and how somethings seem like they stay the same. I've been thinking way to much lately! Well, this weekend was pretty grand!!! I saw Harry Potter 7, and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I really need to stop procrastinating and just finish reading all the books. Haha
Friday I went snowboarding with Franklin. It was rather fun and I didn't make a complete fool of myself... (I'm amazed still).

 I've been listening to this a lot lately. Calms my nerves and sets me in a better mood. What is better than that?
I bought some vans online, and when I opened the box............................................................ there were two different shoes?!? What is this world coming to? People so lazy and inconsiderate that they can't simply open a shoe box and check, I mean yeah most likely they are the correct shoe, but really lets get serious and use the good old check and re-check system. Some peoples children, gosh. I'm pretty dang excited for Christmas. I still need to go shopping for everyone... ooops.

I love the design on this GNU board, all the colors and patterns can make a girl go crazy.. or maybe that is just me.
Dear Mom, if you are reading this-I want this for Christmas! Preferably a 141, 142, 143, I'll even dare say a 144. Thank you and don't mind that it cost about 300.00(: Much love, Kim

Thursday, November 25, 2010


Happy Thanksgiving.
And a special shout out to my wonderfully, amazingly, beautiful family. They are one in a million and I love them. As Scott (brother) and I drove to Ogden today, I realized how much he means to me, and I'm not saying that just because he gave me 20 dollars today. (: Yeah, I have the best family.  Words can't really describe them.

Sometimes I lay awake at night and think about all the things I have to be thankful for. I am truly blessed, and I probably take it all for granted. I had a wonderful dinner with my Mom, Brother, and Step Dad. At first I didn't know where I was going to end up for Thanksgiving due to my Father being in Idaho and my Mom having to work. I was originally going to go with one of my beloved friends, and then I was supposed to go with my Brother Brian... to say the least everything worked out AKA I still got to stuff my face full of delicious food. Has anyone else noticed that Thanksgiving naps are 1000 times better than any other nap. Baffling! Hah  I really need to start elaborating on things I think and things I do more. I wish my attention span wasn't so short. Well, off to go have an adventure with my erratic friends.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


Yes, all the rumors you hear are very much the cold hard truth! Speculate no more. I'll be the first to admit this, but I hate SNOW. Give me 10 good reasons I should like it. Then maybe I'll give it another chance. I mean, hear me out on this one... when you wake up and you know life is beautiful and it's going to be a great day! Then you take a gander out the window... yeah, cancel all your plans, hide all the women and children, lock all the doors and windows-because it's a blizzard out side!
Am I the only one that hates this? Or when you innocently walk outside, and the cold hits you like a ton of bricks... then you try to scramble back inside, with the last of your strength and proceed to take your shoes off once inside the nice toasty warm house... then BAM cold, wet, miserable wetness all over your socks that were once warm... ugh, HATE!
Oh, but worst of all! I hate driving in it! Anyone with me on this one? Hah Now I'm not scared of very many things, but hitting a deer is one of my worst fears! I'm petrified of those four legged disease carrying animals.
But, for some odd reasoning, I can't figure out why I love snowboarding though... :/ Yeah, Love hate relationship right here.
On to better things! Lets just say... I maybe started my Thanksgiving break out early! Do I regret not going to school today? Psh NO WAY, best decision i've ever made. Lets just say that I haven't done homework/ studied for a good week now! Do I regret that?..... Yes, actually I do. Hah.
I got woken up today by my Father. The conversation is as follows:
Dad: *flings door open* "Are you going to Ogden anytime soon?"
Me: "No."
Dad: "Well it's supposed to snow around four today, I don't want you leaving the house today."
Me: *semi upset that I can't leave the house* "Fine"....

Don't you love how I'm nineteen and still being advised what to do. Haha  

Can I just say that I want to go on a road trip, again! Oh man, if only I was five years older and a million dollars richer... then i'd just leave everyone behind and travel the world. That sounds very arrogant of me, huh?... Oh well, Happy Thanksgiving week!

Monday, November 22, 2010

You know it's going to be a good week..

When you only have school one day this week. Along with only one day of school, you only have two classes for that day! Wooo, Thanksgiving break I'm ready for you! 

Saturday, November 20, 2010

A beautiful mind

This weekend I FINALLY watched, A Beautiful Mind, it was great!! I insisted that we watch it for a second time in a row... but, Kody persisted that it wasn't as wonderful the second time around. Psh, what a party pooper. (:
I really eat those kinds of movies up and it gets me thinking about how brilliant the mind really is, and makes me want to work in a Asylum, AND makes me want to became a Neurosurgeon- so I can perform frontal lobatomies....haha, I'm kidding! It's so crazy, do you ever think about becoming schizophrenic, or having dissociative identity disorder (multi personality disorder). I freaks me right out to be honest. Side note: This weekend has been... interesting to say the least. Everything is happening so fast I just need to slow down. Woo is it hot in here? Or is it just me? Hah
Well, I'm signing out. After staying up ALL night- I'm pooped. Yes, Yes. I did just use the word pooped! Blame it on my Mother, she implies she is pooped on a regular basis. (: Hah

Thursday, November 18, 2010


Perhaps I didn't study for my Psychology test.
Perhaps I cram studied for a good 3 hours before I attempted to take it.
Perhaps I took a 15 minute nap somewhere in that 3 hours.
Perhaps this isn't the first time I've procrastinated.
Perhaps I won't have to be to school at 7:30 anymore due to my Psychology class has now officially ended. 
Perhaps I'm listening to Ke$ha.
AND perhaps I like it. (;

Man, is it me or did this week fly by? It's probably just me...
Today at school was not as amusing as I had anticipated, I mean the guy that kept swearing at his laptop was rather entertaining, but it didn't satisfy me. On a brighter note IT'S THE WEEKEND! Technically no it is not, but for me it is. (: So, it has been decided-I need to study more and do whatever it is that is keeping me from studying... a little less. I get in a good groove of study habits and then next thing I know I'm in class freaking out to the guy next to me that I'm not prepared for the test and diligently telling him to tell me everything that we have learned. Now, don't be alarmed, everyone that sits by me knows this is a regular thing for me. I feel bad for that fellow that has to put up with me, but he is a good sport and kindly proceeds to tell me the criteria that I need to know. Bless his soul. Haha
Random thing, as I lethargically walked to my next class a man caught my eye... I look over and saw him looking at his reflection in a window. Seriously, he was very entranced with what he saw I guess, because he stayed there for a good 6 minutes. When I passed him he was just smiling at himself. WOW. Am I the only one that sees/ acknowledges these things? Haha, I like that guy though. He doesn't give a crap what people think... *sigh
Well, now that I have ranted and complained I'm going to home to Brigham now, where serious chill sessions are about to take place. (:

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Just another thing to distract me...

So, I decided to make a blog today... what possessed me? I'm still wondering that too! I feel like this will keep me up to date on myself (access to a computer is easier than carrying around a journal)- I guess you could say, even thought I'm a very avid journal writer.When I say avid, I mean like once every two weeks. Give me a break, I have school every other day... and I work only on the weekends. Haha Yeah.. I try to make myself sound important and busy, but do you blame me? Everyone else is doing it. Gosh, now I sound even more trendy... ha
I'm going to buy myself a fancy camera, maybe on Black Friday! I plan on going this year, even if it is by my lonesome. (:

I took this picture on my way home for Vegas a little while ago. I love road trips! But, who doesn't? Right?
Well, I hope everyone has a wonderful Wednesday.
Oh, p.s. If you are planning on reading my blog, can I just warn you right now that I'm a complete dork and I'm maybe a little obsessed with grammar... so if you want to correct my on anything- feel free to. (:
I hope as I pursue this blog, that my ability to become a better writer will start to show.