Friday, June 17, 2011

I'm no hippie..

But gosh dang I like the way they do things, I like how they are so simplistic, and so groovy. Lol
I do NOT know why, but I've been thinking about weirdo things lately.
Like, when I have kids and such (not for a very very very long long time, sometimes I don't even want kids... I'd rather just travel around the world- haha). I've been thinking I want to have my children "naturally". I mean, if my mom can have two kids without any aesthetics, then I sure as heck can. Haha. But, by naturally I mean like using a midwife and all that. I watched a documentary on it and it fascinated me. It talked about some interesting view points.
Also, that I want to use cloth diapers for them. Strange, I know... I don't know why I'm thinking about this stuff. I guess I'm really excited about my sister popping out her 4th child. I'm not sure if "popping" is the best choice of words, but I'm using it.
As you already know, tomorrow is FRIDAY! I'm really excited. Dinner and a movie! (;
At the moment I'm loving my work! A resident was talking to me for almost an hour about how much he loves his wife. (kind of made me sick to my stomach, because it was the most cheesy stuff he was saying, but whatever- I guess that stuff is cute...) yeah, almost an hour. Another resident was telling me how much he loved me. Creepy? Yes! Later he called me a peach, he said, "Kim, you're a peach"... not sure how to take that, but I'm assuming it's a good thing. So, aside from all the chaos and fecal matter... I love my job- this week at least. :p

Oh, awesome news! I found my game boy advance... um, if I don't blog for a while I'm probably occupied playing that. Helllllllo Pokemon Gold.
Don't you just hate when you are riding threw the grass and you barely move and a pokemon is trying to fight you. Especially if it's a pokemon you already have. And especially if it's a stupid pokemon that is way common. :/ Well, ttly lol g2g brb rotfl hah. Bye.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I hate this topic.

All my life I've been raised to believe a certain religion. All my life I've known about other religions, but my parents always made them out to be "bad". All my life I've known I was different than what my religion portrays. It started at a young age actually. I once pierced my septum, gauged my ears to a 2, pierced my own cartilage when I was way young, and other various things that probably wouldn't be the best if read by the wrong eyes. I don't know what made me have such an opened mind. It's probably due to the fact that I think way to much for my own good. Maybe it's due to the wide variety of friends that have helped me see different perspectives. I don't know... I've just been thinking a lot. My lovely Mother sent me literally a 10 page lecture on my Facebook. I'd post it on here, but I don't expect you to read it, because I sure didn't. I read the first paragraph and it got really repetitious and naggy, all due to the mere and utter fact that I pierced my nose, really?.... Yes! I guess ultimately what I'm trying to complain about is... Does this make me a bad person like my family makes me out to be? Let me lay this out for you in a different perspective. I work in a nursing home setting, and from there you can tell from the start who the individuals are who are sincerely kind and who are complete douche bags to put it kindly. Anyway, I've met more kindhearted people that aren't in this religious mold, that would literally and wholeheartedly be happy to help. Then, there are the "religious" people. (I'm not going to single anyone out here). They gossip like it's going out of style and try to pon their job off to other people. Well, I seriously could go on and on about this somewhat aimless topic. But I'll stop here.

I guess I'll leave you with this last piece of thought that has been on my mind. Do you do good things because you want to do good things? Or do you do good things because you are told to do good things? I hate how religion "pushes" you to be a good person. You should want to be a good person for yourself and for everyone around you, not because someone tells you to be. Now, don't get me wrong it's a good thing I think to have a reminder I guess. Hm, I don't know where I'm going with this. So, I'll just stop again before I confuse myself and or others more. Glad I got this off my mind a little. Now, hopefully my Mom doesn't see this. Or I'll be getting a 20 page lecture via Facebook, sweeeeeeet.

Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.
Sigmund Freud

I need a vacation. 

Monday, June 13, 2011


Mmm, so I FINALLY bought that longboard i've been ranting about for months upon end. It's glorious! (:
Lets see, my Summer is nothing but excitement. I really need to take a vacation though!!
I'd write more, but my mind is on other things and blogging is the last thing I would like to focus on. Hhah. Well, I'm going to go longboard. Bye.
Oh, I feel that is appropriate to note. I went to Zupas the other day with my friend Chris. It was pretty awesome. I'm kind of craving it at the moment.