Sunday, December 16, 2012

Bout that time

It's about time that I update the world. And by the world I mean you. And by you I mean myself. Because I'm about as entertaining as grass growing, so I'm pretty much writing in regards to myself.
Well, I don't feel like anything has changed since the last time I wrote, but then I look back and nothing is the same. So, riddle me that :/
I went to California for the first time. Can I please just live there? Better yet, can I please just go on another vacation?
This awful awful semester is finally over. Now, time to buckle down and just get the rest done with. I'm so ready to do something more than just half-assing my way through things. The best thing about life, when you mess up, you can just try again. So, here's to my 2nd attempt to do better and here's to my 1st attempt to do it. Does that even make sense?... yeah, didn't think so.
Anyway, today I went to my sister's house for dinner. I rode over with my Dad and brother. It was nice to see all of them. Those baby nieces of mine amaze me.

Over all, my life is still wonderful. Every now and then I always think, 'my life is perfect right now, I have all the people I need and want'. But, the last time I honestly thought that, my Grandma passed away shortly after... but nonetheless I still cautiously think it from time to time.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Some days,

I can't get this song out of my mind.
Some days I make it a point to go unnoticed. To not make contact with anyone around me, even if I go out and walk around. I try to avoid talking to anyone. I just try to not a say a word all day. Sounds depressing, right? I think it's more relaxing than anything.

If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Hi, I'm Kim...

Kimberlee Mee Yung Westover is my full legal name.
I'm 21 years old.
I have 1 sister and 2 brothers.
I'm a Libra, and I feel like it's fitting. I'm very balanced.
Sometimes I can't tell if i'm indecisive or just really passive.
Sometimes I can't tell if i'm shy or just anti-social.
For being so passive, I can be very stubborn.
I contradict myself frequently... as you can probably see.
I hate being woken up to someone vacuuming.. worst thing ever.
Growing up sucks, but I would stay in this stage forever if I could. going to school, monitoring my gas to make it last until my next pay check... I like that... to a certain point.
I've never been a worrier. I just go with the flow of things. I mean, I had little to no money when I moved away from home and no job but somehow everything always works out.
I don't watch tv, so I never know about tv series or what happened on the news.
I'm not a health freak, but I look at food labels like I am one.
I want THIS but in a guy form... and maybe a little less emotional.
I grew up in Brigham/Roy.
I moved around a lot when I was little, so I went to more schools than I can count.
I usually only hang out with males.
I way a very hateful preteen... maybe that's why I'm so 'timid' ish now.
Whenever the opportunity is presented to me to make a wish, I take it.
Im scared of the dark, but I can only sleep if it's pure darkness.. With a few exceptions.
I'm a momma's girl and a daddy's girl, the best of both worlds, eh?
I used to LOVE summer, but fall is starting to engulfing my heart.
I used to want to pursue a million things. Nursing, photography, pharmacy tech, become great at sewing, ect. Now I'm just in a stage where I don't know where to start.. or what to do..
My life goal is to become a Nurse Anesthetist though.
I'm a bookworm, but tend to read in spurts.
I'm not fancy. My clothes are simple, I don't pay money to get my nails done, I cut my own hair, and I dont take 2 hours to get ready.
I'm so ticklish that it's almost ridiculous.
I will own a husky malamute one day. I had one when I was little, and I will have one when I'm older.
I think cooking is fun... But eating is way more fun.
I'm a sucker for stupid love songs.
I love the colors periwinkle and yellow.
Im pretty timid, but if I want something- then ill get it.
When i'm older, I want to adopt a child. An older one. Like 3 or 5. One that received the short end of the stick, and give them a second chance.
I've never really been out of Utah that much.
I've never been to the ocean, Disney Land, or any of those other places.
I can't swim......................... that well.
Whenever I sleep, I have to have something covering me. Even if it's 100 degrees.
I hate wearing shoes.
I hate sleeping with socks on.
I like people with a great sense of humor.
Whenever I drive by myself, I try to get into a state where I just think and listen to music. I say try, because I'm usually just jamming out to music.. but I like the feeling of just thinking, listening to music, and driving.. i've never meditated, but I'm pretty sure that's how it feels.
It's hard for me to make my mind wonder.. I'm always too aware of my surroundings.
I've always wanted to travel to Nova Scotia... just because I hear people sing about it... okay twice, but Id still like to go there.
Oh, and also, my sense of direction is horrible.

..I guess this sums me up. Its taken me a while to even complete this little post. I hope I can figure more stuff out about myself and maybe do a continuation of this.

Saturday, October 6, 2012

That time, again..

Sweeeeet  16 21 for me! If you know me, then you know I hate birthdays..
Well, I can verify that, yes, I still hate them. I just dread the thought of growing old. Maybe because i've worked in the medical field so long and I only see sick geriatric people, or maybe it's because I secretly don't ever want to die. I seriously would be content with living forever! Like that Disney movie, Tuck Everlasting (or some cheesy name like that). But, I guess this birthday was bittersweet. SOooo, I guess over-all, this birthday was one of the best.

Sorry this post is so late. I haven't had anytime to blog about anything. I figured I'd update the world, since I have nothing else to do while at work.. even though I should probably write some notes or finish an essay. All I do lately is work, sleep, read, procrastinate homework, and effortlessly try to submit assignments (on the day they are due, of course..). Let me just tell you, online school is hard. The classes are easy, but the whole motivate yourself to study and teach yourself everything is what is getting me.

Saturday, September 15, 2012

I'm running away...

Don't take it personally, but It wouldn't even phase me to pack up in the middle of the night and never come back. To quit my job without notice, drop out of school, not say bye... I have no shame. Ive never been a good liar, so to say i wouldnt miss my family is a pretty big lie. I guess I can't run from all my problems, so I'll stick around for a little longer. I hate when certain people call me, I don't want anything to do with them and they just continually try to talk to me.. I mean really, just save yourself some dignity and leave me alone when I ask. I guess I could blame my parents for my lack of trust in relationships or lack of motivation for commitment... Or I can blame crazy ex's. He says my parents repeatedly getting married and divorced is why ... Or, maybe it's because people are controlling and overbearing. My life is pretty great right now though. I guess I shouldn't complain!! Well, that's enough of me complaining...
School started just as the calendar showed, I secretly was wishing there was some sort of typo and school would there for have to be delayed for a few more weeks, or months.. I'd take either or! I'm doing all my classes online. They're rather easy, just... I need to get into the habit of studying more. Ive had this insane craving for sushi, I even caught myself daydreaming about it... Who the heck daydreams about food? Semi skinny Asian girls do, I guess... (;
Parker moved into my room... But my rent went down to 140 so I'm not complaining. Im not home very often, but having roommates has helped me a lot. For the longest time I was pretty much the only child at home, so this is good experience for me hah.
Well, I've ran out of things to talk about, and I've sadly ran out of things to aid in my procrastination of my physiology homework.. So I guess the only option from here is...... Do my dang homework!

Friday, August 17, 2012

If death were a person

A million emotions have rushed through my body today. The main ones that stick out are: uncontrollably happy, a few pee your pants from laughing moments, even peaceful, but the one that is digging its claws in me, is hate. I feel like it's sitting on my chest, trying to use all its strength to collapse it. Might as well make a home on my shoulder. Better yet, maybe it should just nestle in  under my skin. Heck, I'm sure it expects a continental breakfast in the morning. Listen here. <I've been listening to this all day.

To start off, I had an extremely wonderful day! One of my baby nieces' turned 10 and whats a birthday without a party? Amiright? So, we did just that! PARTIED! She had a friend birthday party. There was cake, ice cream, limbo, presents, toss-the-tiki, pinata, music, the whole works. Man, I almost forgot what it was like to be 10 and not a care in the world. I almost forgot how exciting it is to receive a pink sea shell from a friend and almost cry from the overwhelming joy in my body. I almost forgot how fun it was to make up games to play (and boy, do I know the person to go to if I ever need help, a certain girl that just turned 10 today..). I almost forgot what it was like to collect the most random of objects and cherish them so much that only a select few individuals could set eyes on such objects. 

There should be a rule, that days like this can't be ruined. That the happiness should linger for the next 24 hours. Well, mine was cut short... Hey, at least I got to finish the party? Right?..

After things started to settle down. (Do things ever start settling down with 7 10year olds?)
My sister told me she had to tell me something. I really can't recall what was said. I just know I didn't process it at first. I didn't understand what she was saying, but instantly a lump started to form in my throat. Once I forced myself to understand, I was out the door and speeding down the street heading for I-15. 
She told me that my grandma was in the ER in Brigham City. They think she has spinal meningitis, and she only has less than 24 hours to live.

Now, I'm at the point where you are questioning why I'm full of hate, and not sadness. 
I'm full of hate because I loath death. If death were a person, we would not be on good terms. 

My grandma has a very big spot in my heart. She took care of me. When my parents got a divorce, she was the one that cooked me dinners, found rocks/seeds/bugs in my pockets while doing laundry, along with laundry- she folded my clothes perfectly (even at my young age I was amazed), bought me dresses, preped me for Jr. Peach Queen, meticulously did my hair, bought me socks with ruffles, disciplined me, put my blanket in the dryer before I went to bed, made sure to buy ice cream cones for me, let me play Lego's in her hair salon while she would "gossip" with the ladies, letting me help make raspberry jam/cheese balls/peppermint dessert with her, and her giving me gas money because she wanted me to come visit more. The biggest thing I'll never forget is, she loved me. When my parents were off being immature and stupid, she was there. Not only for me, but for my brothers too!

Sorry to cut this short. I'll finish it later. 

P.s. I am sad. I don't think I've cried so much in my life... 

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Up to date...

Lately, I feel like time has been passing by way to fast. I mean, its already August and I feel like summer should at least be a month longer.. Listen Up.

So, a few random facts I want to jot down so I don't forget.

  • The doctor that I'm totally in love with is back at the hospital. Where he went for two months, I have no idea... But, I saw him yesterday and I think I may have had a slight myocardial infarction.
  • Some random person at the hospital pulled me aside and told me I was very pretty. Now, I feel awkward getting compliments from strangers. Add a stranger plus being pinned in a corner...
  • Along with compliments, some person I was doing an ekg on looked at me and said, "OH, you have a beauty mark, it's cute." I hate it though. (I have a slight freckle on my face, like Marilyn Monroe, but not as dark- definitely not as dark or big- thank goodness!)
  • The other day I hung out with my long lost friend, Mandy. It was nice to be around a person with mass amounts of estrogen in her body, rather than the testosterone filled guys I'm usually around.
  • My birthday is approaching. Look out world!! If you know me, then you know I dread birthdays. I'm slightly excited for this one. I just want to have a big party and see all my friends.
  • I've been finding that the littlest most random things make my day better. Blasting music and taking a shower (I may or may not sing and dance...), taking a late night run, receiving the cutest voicemail from my nephew, just listening to music while I drive, waking up early and reading my book, late night texting (I'm not the biggest texter, but I like hiding under my blankest and texting), and other weird things like that!
So the other day my cousin posted this. Click. It's her husbands blog. I really like the post he posted about.

Oh, I went camping a few weeks ago. This is the result from it.

Aren't they cute. My baby niece... well, she's grown up. 13 to be exact ):
I feel like it was just yesterday that she was a toddler and playing with all my things in my room. (which at the time annoyed me, but now I look back and I'm glad she did). I love how mature she is too. I also love listening to music with her, because she listens to the music that none of my friends listen to.. so I jam with her!

Friday, July 13, 2012


For the past week or so i've been really down. Which is very strange. So strange that I feel like it gives me a surge of anxiety. I've never had anxiety in my life! So that for one is also strange to me! But I can only come to the conclusion that it is anxiety... unless it's my digestive track acting up, which I can highly reassure you- very doubtful.
For the most part i've been down about small things. I've been thinking that I miss living at home. I miss seeing my Mom and Dad (which I do see them a lot now... I'm just a real big baby). I have been thinking of all money I could save if I didn't have a car payment, or rent. I hate my job- whoa whoa, before you start thinking, "what the heck?" let me rephrase that... I hate my job, for the mere and utter fact that I wish I could spend more time with my family.
Now, I like summer, yet I really want school to start (I don't mind school and I really love learning so I miss that aspect).

But every story has a twist to it. A happy ending. The so called climax. Some life changing, heart skipping moment. Right?
Well, I forced upon myself to find mine.

What is it that I found?
I found that i'm very blessed. That I live on my own and i'm fortunate enough to have the ability to be able to afford it. I'm proud when someone asks where I live, and I can reply with, "I live in Salt Lake in an apartment in the Avenues."
That, even though I don't see my family as much as I would like, that when I do see them I can cherish that moment more.
I'm blessed so much for a job that pays well enough that I can work two days a week (but I usually work more that two days..) and pay all my necessary bills.
It's sad that I have to remind myself of all the good in my life, because i'm usually to busy looking at the bad.

I would also like to note that I went swimming with my nieces' last week. those girls are a hoot. They even taught me to swim better (anyone that knows me, knows I'm not the best swimmer).
I'm perfectly fine with the idea of not ever having kids, because i'll just spoil my nieces and nephew. (:

Sunday, July 8, 2012

lighten up

Some people take life to seriously and I will never fully understand why.
I guess lately I've been feeling that way... I dare say that i've felt a surge of anxiety here and there.

My new job is good. My favorite part is working in the Emergency Department. So much excitement.
(I get a lot of questions about my job, um, I basically save lives and openly provided with the opportunity to perform CPR- haha. Along with that, I hook up/analyze ekg's, inpatient/outpatient, enroll heart monitors and place them, listen to Pandora a lot, check my Facebook, and hangout with some of the coolest co-workers ever).
My apartment doesn't have AC... need I say more?
I've been looking at new cars. Nothing to serious, I just really want a new one. :p
I've been in the cooking/baking mood.
I have started a dozen books.
I have taken up a dozen hobbies.

p.s. I changed the name of my blog. I felt like this one was more appropriate for where I am.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

A breath of fresh air

Listen here, I had this on repeat all the way home today. Along with Paramore. :p
Sometimes I just need to step outside, get some air, and remind myself who I am and what I want. Sometimes it's an easy process, but most times... I have to thick of a skull for it to sink in.
Sometimes throughout my day I think of a million things I need to blog about so I can remember it.
Sometimes I get writers block and can't think of what to write, or how to convert it from my head to this here keyboard...
I'm pretty frustrated that its raining. I was really looking forward to laying out tomorrow and soaking up some vitamin D. *sigh*
I should also note that this will be a very long blog. Why? Because I have a lot to update about!
Lets see, I started my new job. There's a lot to learn, but needless to say, I love it. I've already seen and learned so much. I feel spoiled. The only hard part that I need to work on is memorizing where everything is. That hospital is gigantic.
Living on my own is bittersweet. I never realize how much I miss home until I'm curled up in my bed and have the comfort of my dad around.
Speaking of my dad, he brought me up to speed that he has two dates next week... wow, that man sure doesn't wait around! He's such a busy body. I may be adopted, but I think I somehow inherited that trait.
Since I haven't had a decent pay check for a good 3 months, I have a lot in mind that I want to blow my first check on. 1. A moderately priced road bike 2. An activity that involves my nieces and nephew 3. Pay bills >:| 4. Shopping spree? 5. Buy some new books 6. Take my friends out to dinner, Spedellis! 7. Buy new scrubs for work, And other various things.
My friend went to Florida today... He invited me, and I'm kicking myself in the butt for not going, but I had zero dollars saved for it, due to moving and stuff like car payments and stupid things like that.

Anyway, here are some pictures of what i've been up to. Enjoy.

 My family (note: my camera died right after this so its not the best picture...)

 Megan's soccer game (second one from the left)

 My littlest niece, Faith

Me, showing some skin (; and pretty mad my picture was being taken

 Okay, this one is OLD. See the nose ring? Haha.

Caught myself a catfish and kept it for a night, then I let it go the next day.

^yeah... i'm wondering the same thing...

Thursday, May 3, 2012

10 pounds lighter

Mentally I feel 10 pounds lighter, and I'm sure physically I'm 10 pounds lighter too. I've been so stressed well over a month now. My place of employment closed down-due to financial issues. I moved to Salt Lake-with little to no money to my name. Finals were approaching-and I wasn't ready for them. Zero percent food in my apartment-due to no money. My step mother passed away-that threw me in a frenzy trying to comfort and help my dad. Job searching and job searching-and more searching. Rent for the month was coming up-I only had a fraction of it. But, there is a light at the end of the tunnel! Why? Because I was offered the job that I was practically drooling over. I work at the University Hospital and a little at the Huntsman Hospital as an EKG Technician aka Cardiology Technician. Im shocked and so excited. I had an interview Tuesday and they called me Wednesday... Yes, the next day. When they first called, I missed the phone call. I was freaking out thinking I didn't get the job, so I called my sister to voice my concern. She reassured me that probably just for got to ask me a question. I'm thankful for such a great sister that helps me, I always call her when I have questions, but I digress... I hope I won't disappoint my new employer. The only thing on my plate now is meeting new people in Salt Lake(; I was becoming a little reluctant and second guessing my decision to move, but I'm more than enthralled to be Where I am. I'm ready to start a new chapter to my life!

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Heavy hearts

Last night my step mother passed away. My heartaches for her family but mostly for my dad. He's such an awesome person and an even better dad. I can honestly say that comforting a parent in a time of despair is probably the worst things ive ever had to do. I feel so incompetent, I can't do anything for him except mourn with him. I found out last night that she had passed away. I was so shocked I couldn't even call or text my dad. I just woke up way early and drove home. Longest drive of my life and most peaceful. As I pulled in to the drive way, my dad was walking to the door (talk about good timing). I pulled in, turned off my car, and walked towards him. All I could do was hug him and tell him I'm sorry. As we hugged, we just cried. Seeing him sad puts knots in my stomach and tears in my eyes. I worry for him. But I have great siblings and Charlotte has an amazing family also. I don't know what comes after death. But I hope you'll be able to watch over my dad. I never gave you the respect you deserved. I know it's to late now, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being a bratty teenager. I'm sorry for never saying hi when I came home or saying bye when I left. I'm sorry for not opening up to you. I'm sorry for not being more helpful. I'm sorry that I was too stubborn to allow you into my life. I'm sorry for never texting you back. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I think a good person is someone that keeps trying to open up and be someone's friend even when the other person won't. In all sincerity, Charlotte, thank you for everything. May you rest in peace.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Hi, my name is Kim, and I'm addicted to making unnecessary list's- constantly. For the littlest things, ever. Crossing things off. Checking things off. Circling things. Adding things. Pulling out a piece of paper from my pocket, and planning my day according to my scribbles (sometimes literally scribbles, my hand writing can resemble a 8 year old's sometimes...). I'm becoming something I've dreaded forever... I'M A MONSTER! Haha.
I've always told myself that I would not be that kind of "person". Someone who has to live by a piece of paper. That my only sense of accomplishment comes from crossing off a task. I don't like the feeling that my day feels unorganized and I can't remember what I need to do next. But, I hate having my life dictated by a flimsy paper. I guess this is what growing up entails? I won't object to much though... I have been getting things done, like a boss.
Yesterday, me, Colton, Mckell, and Cody went up to Manuta and had a nice bon fire! Just what I needed. Something outdoors and something that involved food (;
Also, on Saturday I will be moving into my apartment or Sunday... either or works for me. I just need to pack. :/
My roommates are Nick, Clark, and Parker. For a month or so it will just be Nick and I. Then Clark and Parker will move in with us later. Yeah, I have three guy roommates... way better than three girl roommates, that's for sure. I'm really pushing my limits with this goal of moving out. I really didn't think it through. But, here's to living and learning, running out of money, and between all that, looking for a job!

Sunday, April 8, 2012

What a week!

I'm just going to start off by venting. But, click here, and listen.
Why, do people thinks its okay to lie? The next lie I hear, I'm going to punch someone. Yeah, that may not sound real intimidating... but that's all I have. So yeah!
Also, why does my immune system hate me?...
On Friday, my friend Nick and I walked around Salt Lake and went apartment hunting. We seriously walked forever it seems. I asked him, "is this what a heart attack feels like?". I felt pretty accomplished, I called and made all the appointments and I think we did pretty swell that day! We found three apartments that we really liked and that were decently priced, conveniently located, and somewhat spacious. The one we really have our hearts set on is one in the avenues. It's really old... but for only 700 a month (split 4 ways) can't get much better than that!
If I get my own room, then I'll pay a little more for that. I had a good time walking around though! Last week I probably turned in 40 applications to different places in Salt Lake. I really want to get on at the University Hospital. But there was a position I applied for that was at Primary Children's, I'd like that one as well!
As for school, I'm going to just take online classes for Fall semester (someone please motivate me.. I don't know how well I'll like full-time credits- online) and just ride the front runner to Weber if needs be.
Tomorrow my work is having a pot luck. Tomorrow will be the last day there. A little unsettling, but I'm kind of glad. I needed a change and something to get me to appreciate all I do have.
This week I should have been super stressed because:

  • My work of 3 years is closing
  • Jobless
  • FINALS week is enough to send anyone into shock
  • Apartment hunting
  • I'm convinced my tonsils are trying to kill me
But, for some weird reason I don't feel that stressed.

I'm trying to think of things to put on my wall when I move... but I'm having the hardest time. *Girl problems, sigh* 

Monday, April 2, 2012

Chin up

When I say chin up... Think of swimming and how you gradually walk deeper and deeper, finally you have to fight to just even breath. That pretty much sums up my whole day today.
I won't beat around the bush, I'll give it to you how I got it. The place that I have been employed at for 3 years is closing down. The big days is April 10th... Wow, thanks for the two week notice...NOT! Luckily, I was offered a job at Ogden Regional this same day. Creepy how things workout. I still may not except their offer. I feel like if I take the job that I'll be stuck there and never want to leave. Yes, go ahead and tell me how crazy I am to deny a great job, right after I lost my other one. Does everything happen for a reason? Is there really such thing as "karma" and if so... Did I do something to deserve this?
Well, there you have it. I'll write more about this when I'm on a better typing devise.

“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.”
— F. Scott Fitzgerald 

Monday, March 26, 2012

Change never felt so good!

I thought for the longest time that I wanted to be with a specific someone. I really thought the world of this person for the longest time. I waited and waited and... pretty much waited for them -through thick and more thick. Along the way I wouldn't allow myself to get attached to anyone else and I would deny any so said feelings towards anyone that I dated in between, sadly I ruined A LOT of really great things, and I'm kicking myself for it now. Well, then things finally started to fall into place. Or so I thought... I don't know what switched in me. Maybe the possessiveness, controlling, unstable, and aggressive demeanor that surfaced in him. I'm not really sure, but all I know is I suddenly had no desire to be with him. Well, here I am. Free from all that and ready to make up for lost time. Knowing my personality, I would say I'm bitter towards relationships and that I never want to go through that again. But, I feel refreshed and new. Turning over a new leaf never felt so good. I should have posted this over a month ago, so I'm sorry for that!!

Lately I have been trying really hard to enjoy things more. Whether it been holding my nieces closer and a little longer (I would also include my nephew, but he is a stinker and wont let me hold him... real heart breaker that one is), having a more positive attitude at work, taking a little longer on my homework, turning the radio off while I drive, or talking to old friends.
Also, school is almost over with! About two more weeks, I still haven't decided on if I would attend the summer semester or not. :/

Thursday, March 15, 2012

I'm craving...

A situation that is difficult. That will make me want to better myself. I feel like I know myself best when I'm in situations that challenge me and force me to grow. It has been a while...
For the past two months I've been in a messy situation, but I hardly think that scenario is making me grow. It's just making me irritated and bitter. But, like all things, they change and it's getting better.

For some reason I really liked this^.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Truth is...

I wish more than anything that I could talk to my sister. I mean, she's my best friend and all. I try to ask advise from her, but her religious background starts to play a major role in her answers. I know she just wants the best for me, and that's what she thinks is the best answer... but, I wish I could just talk to her and not have to edit things out or repeatedly say, "I know you want me to get married in the temple, but I'm not worried about that". But, what I really wish is that she could see that there are wonderful guys out there, and no they are not returned missionaries. I would love to be able to call her everyday and tell her about a guy or a date that I went on, sadly she would not approve.. (also, I should note, I don't go on dates that much... actually hardly ever, I just exaggerated the previous statement to emphasis..) Anyway, I wish my family would just be "normal" for a day...

This Sunday I'll be heading to Vegas for a night! My friend Chris will be down there for the 311 concert, and so me and a couple friends are going down. I'd say I'm excited, but that's a very big understatement!!

Monday, February 13, 2012


Click here and listen.

I feel like 2012 will be a great year. It will definitely be hard to top 2011, that's for sure. I had so many fun adventures and made friends that have enhance and strengthened my outlook on life. I've questioned my knowledge, tested my abilities, and pushed myself to the limit. I've found who I want to be. I know what really matters, all thanks to 2011.
My Father's Birthday is February 15th and my Mother's is March 2nd. I feel like I better post about them now, or else those dates will come and go before I can acknowledge that fact that I love them and wish them the most brilliant of Birthdays. 

For most people they dread birthdays, but I hope you embrace it. You have a lot to show for the many many MANY years ((; haha) of being a live and well. Everything good about me, I owe to you. I'm a hard worker solely because of you. I try my best because of you. Everyone loves their Dad's, but I'm 100% sure I love mine more. Thanks for supporting and showing love to me when I least deserved it. Happy Birthday!

I can't thank you enough for all you do. Everything good about me, I also owe to you. You are one in a billion, and I've never beat the odds on things, but I defiantly lucked out when I got you as a Mom. You've raised some of my best friends (siblings) into amazing individuals. You have a special place in my heart. I love you, more than I can portray in this little paragraph. Happiest of Birthdays, Mom! 

Goals for 2012:
  • Read at least 3 books a month (depending greatly on the size, of course)
  • STUDY, a lot
  • Along with study, get all A's (very asian of me to say, but I HAVE to get A's)
  • Improve my grammar and vocabulary
  • Talk to one new person each day
  • Save lots of money and go on a vacation
  • Build a better relationship with my Mom and Dad
  • Start making my resume look better
  • Find new talents 
Some random goals:
  • Get my O2 sensor fixed
  • Since I've never been to the ocean, I'd like to do that 
  • Take the EKG class
  • Adopt an animal
  • Find places to volunteer and help out

This year I'm taking 13 credits. I have Microbiology, Chemistry, Classical Guitar, and Psychology. My family is growing like wild fire. I have 5 nieces and 1 nephew. I love them more than life itself. They remind me to enjoy the little things, also they remind me that I'm getting old. I currently work every other weekend, so I can focus on my schooling. So far i've worked more than every other weekend, but that's just mo money in da bank. I've taken a very strong liking to Rumbi Island Grill. I've started taking advantage of my schools library. I still never watch tv, unless it's for social reasons. I used to HATE the color pink, but it seems decent. Me and Pandora should just become best friends. 
Random, but now that I look back it is kind of funny... while I was in class and unloading my books, pencils, and highlighters... along with all those, one of my tampons flew out of my back back. Ugh. I'll just leave it at that. :/