Friday, February 25, 2011

You want the truth? Well, here it is.

Eventually you forget it all. First you you forget everything you've learned- the dates of war and the Pythagorean Theorem. You especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers, and eventually you forget those, too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friends home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have listened to a million times, and eventually, but slowly, you forget the humiliations- even the ones that seemed indelible, just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not. Who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to the best college. Who threw the best parties. Who had the most friends. You forget all of them. Even the ones you said you love, and the ones you actually did. They're the last to go. Then once you've forgotten enough........ you love someone else.

Wow, two post in one day? I'm either:
A) Extremely bored
B) Have no life today
C) Sick of studying for Anthropology
D) A lot is on my mind
E) Weird
F) All of the above

..... Hm, I pick F! All of the above.

Picture this:
You're a bird... haha cope with me on this, I promise it is going somewhere. Okay, so you're a bird, you're  a bird that loves to fly, you have big plans to see the world and you think outside the box. You have potential. You surround yourself with birds, they are typical average birds, you surround yourself with birds that would rather swim.You hate swimming, but you will swim, not because you have to, but because you don't see the harm. These birds bring you down, they are birds that can't see past the end of their beak. You are meek and submissive. They are lowly and think high of themselves. You find out you're a dove. You find out they are ducks. In the end you comply and conform to be with the ducks. You're not unhappy, but you're always left with that what if?.... and you wake up feeling like you're missing something everyday for the rest of your life.

I have this crazy urge to go on a date! Not just any date, but a date where we dress super duper fancy and go to the movies, out to eat, mini golf, laser tag, fishing, ect. anything! All while in the good company of formal wear. Maybe formal wear from the DI haha. This Anthropology test is going to be the death of me... if I don't update my blog with in the week, then be worried. Be very worried!

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