Lately.

I've been questioning everything. Maybe it's my age. Maybe it's everything around me. I have no idea why I'm going through this stage. I guess it's not necessarily a bad thing, but is it a good thing?... I do know that I'm possibly going through a mid-life crisis. Why? WELL.

1. I feel like finding a new job. Not that I dislike my current job. I just want to have something more challenging.

2. I've been trying to find newer hobbies.

3. I have an uncontrollable urge to meet new people.

4. I'm going to be turning 20 in a month.

5. I've been loosing my short term memory. I don't know what this has to do with my mid-life crisis, but I felt it was important to note. Hah. 

I found out that my oldest brother and his lovely wife are expecting a baby girl in January! 

Also, my sister is expecting her baby girl within a few weeks! 

Today was a good day. At work a resident said she had a compliment for me, and asked me if I wanted to hear it. (I don't take compliments very well...) I said, "sure". She said that all the other residents were talking about who their favorite nurse was, and she proceeded to tell me that they all said that I was their favorite. She said I was nice, efficient, and that I did my job well. I think I could get used to being complimented (; Hhahaha. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zdNdjF-htY

^enjoy.

Anyway, I registered for Weber the other day :/ looks like I'll be attending there... again. Ew.

I do have a lot to write about! But, at the moment I'd rather go read. So, I'll try to find time to write it all down.

Day's like these...

Make me love my life. Great day at work. Wonderful friends. Loving family. Sun shining. What more could I ask for?
I don't give enough credit where credit is due. So, allow me to open up a little more to you about the wonderful people in my life at the moment. My life is constantly changing and moving so fast I hardly have time to keep up slash blog about it.

My sister Lisa. I dare say my favorite sister (: hahahaha. After all the lectures she gives me and all the tough love- I still manage to find it in my heart to love her! She's the only person that takes the initiative to help me, and I know I can always talk to her. She's strong and is a leader. I look up to her a lot. (for the record, she is pregnant in this picture)...

How could I not add Tyson? He is the only person that truly knows me. He makes me laugh on a daily basis. I've known him a long time, and I still think the world of him. I can talk to him about anything. We have a lot of history- good and bad. I'm grateful that he puts up with me, because I'm a lot to handle! haha.

My Mom. She has probably seen me at my worst, and still loves me. She is the nicest person I have even encountered and is the most giving person probably in the world! Hah. I think it's safe to say I love her more than anyone. I admit... I sometimes still sneak into her bed at night and sleep with her. (Yes, I am almost 20)... I could write a lot more, but I'll save the sappy stuff for another time.

Nate. Pretty much my second mom! I've done a lot of growing up since he left on his mission. He is an all around awesome guy. Ladies, jump on this! He's single!!! He is so smart and talented. I have to many good memories with this goof that I don't think I could write them all down. He basically taught me to snowboard slash swim slash drive. When I wanted to buy a car, he helped me sort out all my loan drama and went car shopping with me. If that ain't a best friend, then I don't know what is.


Now i'm going to go sleep my life away! It's 4 am... :/ I'll try to keep my blog more up to date! But, we all know I suck at blogging since summer has officially arrived. I need to really recap all the things that have happened! I'll do that soon (:

I'm no hippie..

But gosh dang I like the way they do things, I like how they are so simplistic, and so groovy. Lol
I do NOT know why, but I've been thinking about weirdo things lately.
Like, when I have kids and such (not for a very very very long long time, sometimes I don't even want kids... I'd rather just travel around the world- haha). I've been thinking I want to have my children "naturally". I mean, if my mom can have two kids without any aesthetics, then I sure as heck can. Haha. But, by naturally I mean like using a midwife and all that. I watched a documentary on it and it fascinated me. It talked about some interesting view points.
Also, that I want to use cloth diapers for them. Strange, I know... I don't know why I'm thinking about this stuff. I guess I'm really excited about my sister popping out her 4th child. I'm not sure if "popping" is the best choice of words, but I'm using it.
As you already know, tomorrow is FRIDAY! I'm really excited. Dinner and a movie! (;
At the moment I'm loving my work! A resident was talking to me for almost an hour about how much he loves his wife. (kind of made me sick to my stomach, because it was the most cheesy stuff he was saying, but whatever- I guess that stuff is cute...) yeah, almost an hour. Another resident was telling me how much he loved me. Creepy? Yes! Later he called me a peach, he said, "Kim, you're a peach"... not sure how to take that, but I'm assuming it's a good thing. So, aside from all the chaos and fecal matter... I love my job- this week at least. :p

Oh, awesome news! I found my game boy advance... um, if I don't blog for a while I'm probably occupied playing that. Helllllllo Pokemon Gold.
Don't you just hate when you are riding threw the grass and you barely move and a pokemon is trying to fight you. Especially if it's a pokemon you already have. And especially if it's a stupid pokemon that is way common. :/ Well, ttly lol g2g brb rotfl hah. Bye.

I hate this topic.

All my life I've been raised to believe a certain religion. All my life I've known about other religions, but my parents always made them out to be "bad". All my life I've known I was different than what my religion portrays. It started at a young age actually. I once pierced my septum, gauged my ears to a 2, pierced my own cartilage when I was way young, and other various things that probably wouldn't be the best if read by the wrong eyes. I don't know what made me have such an opened mind. It's probably due to the fact that I think way to much for my own good. Maybe it's due to the wide variety of friends that have helped me see different perspectives. I don't know... I've just been thinking a lot. My lovely Mother sent me literally a 10 page lecture on my Facebook. I'd post it on here, but I don't expect you to read it, because I sure didn't. I read the first paragraph and it got really repetitious and naggy, all due to the mere and utter fact that I pierced my nose, really?.... Yes! I guess ultimately what I'm trying to complain about is... Does this make me a bad person like my family makes me out to be? Let me lay this out for you in a different perspective. I work in a nursing home setting, and from there you can tell from the start who the individuals are who are sincerely kind and who are complete douche bags to put it kindly. Anyway, I've met more kindhearted people that aren't in this religious mold, that would literally and wholeheartedly be happy to help. Then, there are the "religious" people. (I'm not going to single anyone out here). They gossip like it's going out of style and try to pon their job off to other people. Well, I seriously could go on and on about this somewhat aimless topic. But I'll stop here.

I guess I'll leave you with this last piece of thought that has been on my mind. Do you do good things because you want to do good things? Or do you do good things because you are told to do good things? I hate how religion "pushes" you to be a good person. You should want to be a good person for yourself and for everyone around you, not because someone tells you to be. Now, don't get me wrong it's a good thing I think to have a reminder I guess. Hm, I don't know where I'm going with this. So, I'll just stop again before I confuse myself and or others more. Glad I got this off my mind a little. Now, hopefully my Mom doesn't see this. Or I'll be getting a 20 page lecture via Facebook, sweeeeeeet.

“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.”

—	Sigmund Freud

I need a vacation. 

Finallllllllly!

Mmm, so I FINALLY bought that longboard i've been ranting about for months upon end. It's glorious! (:
Lets see, my Summer is nothing but excitement. I really need to take a vacation though!!
I'd write more, but my mind is on other things and blogging is the last thing I would like to focus on. Hhah. Well, I'm going to go longboard. Bye.
Oh, I feel that is appropriate to note. I went to Zupas the other day with my friend Chris. It was pretty awesome. I'm kind of craving it at the moment.

My condolences.

To my understanding, I'll probably be apologizing a lot in my next few posts... or while Summer is in swing. I just don't have time to blog or do much "me" time. But hey, I'm not complaining. I love being busy!(:
BIG NEWS... I pierced my nose. Why? Well, it's better than a tattoo (it isn't permanent) and I've always secretly wanted it. Now, I just need to wait 6 more weeks before I can put a ring slash hoop thing in it. We'll see if I can actually wait that long.

Kind of looks like a zit... ^
When I told my mom about this, um, she cried. Seriously. Ugh, joys of having a religious family.

Well, sorry this is so short. I'm tired and I want to sleep. Even though I took a 3 hour nap today before work. :p

Down time.

I'll hurry and post while I have some "down time". I paid my citation today... 90 big ones. Ugh.
Brighter note- went shopping, and not just any regular kind of shopping, BABY shopping! (: For my Sister that is due in August. To say I'm excited would be the biggest understatement ever. We haven't had a baby in the family for two years, so needless to say, we are all pretty baby hungry and ready for her to make her debut arrival. (:
All I have to say is, it's a tiring job being a favorite aunt and all- but well worth it! Hah.

Here a few things on my wish list:

I once purchased Planet Earth before... but, I left it at a friends house and probably will never get it back.):

I still have been lifeless for about 2 years now... I just need to muster up and buy a new one already.

Seriously, I've only heard good reviews about this. I should probably buy it!

Today I watched some tv. I hate tv, but I watched the Food Network channel so it didn't bother me. (: I miss watching tv, just because the Food shows are my favorite thing ever. Oh, and cartoons :p
Well, I'm off to go read. Night.